I wasn’t Hers. And, She could never be Mine.

I never knew I could love someone that much until I met her..
And, you know what?
I wasn’t hers.. And, she could never be mine..

 

I saw her that day..
Conversation hummed in the crowd as she sways her way out towards her tribe..She was drop-dead gorgeous in her chalk-white strapless dress adorned with her carmine heels. I was spellbind by her beauty.

I loved looking at her. It was something that I couldn’t explain nor say aloud.

It’s been three weeks since I treated her like crap, she didn’t deserve that from me.
But, what can I do?
My feelings were getting overboard for her.
How could I ever tell her? How could I ever believe that myself?

And, I lashed out at her on something so stupid because I needed to keep her away from me.

She has made new friends now.
She’s different.
I am amazed of how she pulled out her strength and is feeling so much joy now.
She was not even looking at me; it was as if I never existed for her.
She was ignoring me till I fade and, I deserved that.

I can’t keep my eyes off her.
That smile.. I gazed at that smile. It’s that smile which attracted him in the first place. Her simper smile which made her blue eyes brightened more.
Her cheeks rosed as she was grinning from ear to ear with that guy.
I felt a sharp pang of jealousy.
Men were always hovering around her like bees.
It wasn’t her impeccable beauty which kept the men coming back for her; it was her everything.

I watched her dissolved in laughter, flipping her thick black curly hair like a shimmering mermaid who glowed like moonlight on the darkest night.
She looked so beautiful.
She had everything that I ever wanted in my soulmate.
And, I can never have her ever.

I closed my eyes, listening to her melodious, cheerful giggles.

I wanted to take her back home and open my soul to her. I wanted to rock her like a baby in my arms, and tell her my darkest secrets. I wanted to share my deepest wounds and cry with her.

And, as I opened my eyes, all I wanted to do was to love her.

Her hazel eyes shifted on me for a second before she turned away.
That moment held my breath.
She knows why I behaved like this. Like a Dick.
I know.
But, we can never say it aloud.
I had never felt that way about another woman, not even about my own fiance.
Yes, I was engaged.

Now, you know why she just could never be mine.. And, why I wasn’t Hers.

 

Dhawal Joshi – Featured Guest

Hey there everyone!
I bring you my First Featured Guest today!

About Dhawal

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Dhawal Joshi is a 19 year old Blogger from the City of Mumbai, a city that never ceases. He is an avid reader and has a mini library to suffice his voracious reading habits. He is to be a Computer Engineer and has an optimistic & practical approach towards life. He is talkative by nature, a proud gujju and a happy go lucky guy. He loves meeting new people and chats online a lot. Don’t forget to message him sometime 😉 He celebrates 28th April every year as the day when he started his adventure on earth. He is a passionate and a moody writer. He is currently writing a Mystery/Thriller on Wattpad, you can find links from the blog. He sometimes works as a freelancer for blogs and can write on a wide range of topics. Coming from a technical background he is well versed with Techy Stuff.

Questions

  • What inspired you to start writing this story?

The instances happening around me in real life, made me think about the real meaning behind these words “friendship” & “relationship”. I know these are most commonly used words but do we really know their meaning? That thought lead to creation of this story’s plot.

  • Why did you choose “mystery/thriller”?

When I had started writing, I hadn’t decided about genre but as I went ahead with the plot idea it turned out to be a mystery/thriller. Isn’t life a mystery/thriller too?

  • Who is your favorite author?

My favorite author is Mr. Chetan Bhagat. Many of the published authors think that the stories that he writes are just crap as he uses extremely simple language. But in reality those books turn out to be best sellers as they aren’t just bunch of words written in some high level English but they convey a story which makes him my favorite author.

  • How was your story’s journey on Wattpad till now?

It’s still an ongoing story and speaking of journey it is memorable. First a few chapters went totally unnoticed. Like it literally took around 3-4 months for the story to get reader’s attention. Once people started commenting others too got interested in it an after like 5-6 months readers were choosing my book and well it hopped into what’s hot at top 6 which was a awesome feeling that any author could get.

  • Would you recommend newbie writers to write on Wattpad?

There’s only one thing that I would love to share with others that don’t get a cliché mindset before starting your writing, whatever you may write. The content is important and the level of language is just complimentary. Don’t confuse the readers elaborate wherever necessary and keep it short sometimes as short scenes can be mysterious.

  • Something you love to do other than writing?

I write because of my passion for writing. Similarly there are other things that I like which include sketching, playing around with tech and machinery and even singing when no one’s listening 😉

  • A challenge that you encountered while writing the story?

The biggest challenge while writing story was to keep consistency in chapters and come up with timely updates as I am an Computer Engineering student and I get meagre time for any extra activities.

  • Your story was ranked 6th position in the mystery genre. Did you expect that so many people would appreciate the story?

Well, I knew somewhere this story would be touching hearts but I didn’t had any idea that it would be this soon. At times there are awesome works but they never get discovered. I am glad that people enjoyed my work and I’ll try my best to keep up with their expectations.

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Where you can connect with Dhawal?

The story is really amazing guys. It keeps you going in that suspense – it’s like you need to know what will happen next.
Be sure to check it out 🙂

You can follow him on:-

Blog:-
 https://kaleidoscope28.blogspot.com.
    Kik :- dj_cosmos
    Email:- joshidhawal2046@gmail.com
   Instagram:- https://instagram.com/dhawal_joshi
   Twitter:- https://twitter.com/uniquechapdj
   Facebook:- https://facebook.com/joshidhawal
   Wattpad:- https://wattpad.com/user/joshidhawal
   LinkedIn:- https://linkedin.com/dhawalbjoshi

 

Big Announcements!

I have some amazing announcements for my blog!
And, the fact that I love to celebrate & be grateful for the small things!

Yes, my blog is growing & I feel so happy about it!

Okay..First thing, IOS 10 is amazing! I’m sorry guys, I know a lot of people are hating it, but I just love it…And, the imessage features just never fail to amaze me.
And, Oliver Queen agrees with me, so 😛

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Okay..Let’s be serious about my blog!

  • I am going to be featured on My Trending Stories!

My Trending Stories is a new website who prides itself on one specific value: giving back the power to the writers through freedom of speech and expression.

My Trending Stories seeks to inform readers about the latest news and events occurring globally and aims to be one of the biggest blogging websites on the world wide web. Their goal is to provide a platform to our writers to reach a broad audience as well as networking opportunities and establishing connections with other powerhouses in the industry.

This is huge for me that people are recognizing my writing skills and that my blog will be presented over a broader range of audience 🙂

We strongly believe that your writing aligns with our core value, and would love to have your content displayed so that it can reach an even broader audience.

You can follow me on My Trending stories too!

https://mytrendingstories.com/en/profile/neha-gunnoo/

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  • I got 100 likes on the blog! Yay!

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isn’t that awesome? 😀

Okay- The Big thing now!

Iheartmylife is moving to the next level. I’m going to host Author interviews on my blog!

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And, for my first interview – I’m going to have Amazon Kindle Best Selling Author in Love & Romance! It’s a surprise, so stay tuned if you are a Book Lover!

I will be also be participating in lots of Book Tours 🙂

So, if you’re an author – I would love to interview you!

Next – If you have been through my blog recently, you will see that I have implemented something new – The Featured Guest!

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I am collaborating with people so that they can share their story, journey to you guys; my audience!

So, if you want to be a Featured Guest on my blog, please reach out to me! 
You know where to find me – Under the Collaboration Tab! 

Wow!
I am very much excited, last year my blog wasn’t even moving, and now it is!

This is like a milestone to me 🙂
I am so very grateful and I love you guys!

Thank you so much for subscribing, for showing me your love ❤
I wish you all Happiness!